Overall, I’m a pretty private/introverted kind of guy, so I’ve always been a little uncomfortable with showing, talking about, and explaining my tattoos. I get the irony that I’m fine with getting “statement” body modification filled with symbolism and text, but uneasy about verbalizing “WHAT IT MEANS.” I think it’s because I usually feel caught off guard when people ask, and when I’m unprepared, I’m not ready to make that super cool, super deep explanation which I think is the kind of answer people are looking for.
In some ways, explaining tattoos is kind of like analyzing song lyrics when they are examined on their own, away from the music: it sounds dumb, or cliched, unmoving and trite. Of course, add melody to lyrics, and the meanings grow and deepen…
So with that said, here goes.
Tattoo #4: The circle drawings by Matt Durant
The newest tattoo is located on my right fore-arm, underneath my early Tattoo #2, “By the Grace of God I am what I am.” It was designed by local Toronto painter Matt Durant, whose work I’ve seen exhibited in a few east end hangouts, and I’ve grown to really love. I reached out to Matt, asking if he would design something for me, and he graciously agreed, and provided me with the artwork. I’ve been “living with” the artwork for a while, and finally the right time opened up to do it. I returned to Adrenaline on Queen Street West in Toronto, after making a few modifications to the design at their request, in order to make it more “tattoo” friendly. I also had to go to one of the best guys in the shop, as most of the artists seemed to be intimidated by doing circles. However, I was expertly drawn on by “Pido” from Bogata, and the work turned out great.
So what does it mean? Simply, I find myself identifying with the artwork: It’s simple, unique, messy and vibrant. As I continue my own self discovery, I found identity in the artwork, and it serves as a reflective reminder of who I think I am, and the kind of person I want to continue to be. It also goes with the quote from scripture, in that it reminds me that whatever my identity is, it is a purposeful identity, even if I’m not exactly sure why.


With my Christmas shopping underway, I began scouring Queen Street West for gifts, and as I headed east, I wandered to Bathurst. There, I spotted what looked to be a brand new antique store… but inside I realized I had been there before.
Now, he’s renovated his shop, and it appears to be over three to four times the size it previously was… and I suspect that it won’t stay that way for long. The main thing I like about the reno is that the space looks far more composed than it ever has before… you have always been able to tell he arranges his shop like a giant living art installation, but with the revamp, you can take in the giant canvas far more easily.