My favourite album of 2009 is “A Mountain is a Mouth”

Why do we bother with lists? I think it has to do with taste, as if when we collectively choose the same items, it means we all have highly developed critical faculties. These days,  I see “best-of” lists as being pointless. Yes, there are “good” movies and “bad movies,” and “popular” doesn’t always equal good. Instead,  I’ve abandoned “best” for “favourite,” because things that make an album or record “good” goes way beyond the aesthetic qualities, and extends to how it interacts and influences life itself. Your life.

In some ways, it’s like the band “The Editors.” They’re not a great band, but there’s something in their spirit I connect with, and find  compelling. Critically I can’t defend everything they do, especially their new record, “In This Light and on This Evening,” which at times is downright embarrassing.

Or U2. Sure, some people loved the band when they were good (when they were teens/adults listening to half-decent music in the eighties), but a lot of people love the band now, despite Bono and co. being a dreadful foursome these days.

So here goes my theory:  if you are checking out the band on their “Blackberry” tour (or whatever it is), you may go and think it’s the greatest concert in years. I won’t disagree with your feelings (because doing that is pointless and stupid), because odds are it might be the only concert you have been to in years. But like I said, I have no qualms with anyone who enjoys U2 or Nickelback, because your thing is your thing and that’s cool.

And that’s why I like to stick with “Favourite.” Because in the age of the internet, all anyone needs to do is download a best-of list of whatever Pitchfork posts online, and BAM, they have “good taste.” Which is why there are so many frat boys at National concerts.

So anyways, here’s the list of albums I loved and listened to this year that were “new,” in 2009. If you haven’t heard of them, check out their myspace, or hit up a record store like Rotate This, Soundscapes or Sonic Boom in Toronto, and grab any of these albums. I’m kind of curious what I’ll go back and listen to 10 years from now (Hello, “Kid A” and “Things We Lost in the Fire”).

  1. “A Mountain is a Mouth” by Bruce Peninsula
  2. “In Deference to a Broken Back” by The Daredevil Christopher Wright
  3. “Merriweather Post Pavilion” by Animal Collective
  4. “Bitte Orca” by Dirty Projectors
  5. “Now I am Champion” by Sister Suvi
  6. “The Life of the World to Come” by Mountain Goats
  7. “Beware” by Bonnie “Prince” Billy
  8. “Dragonslayer” by Sunset Rubdown
  9. “Farm” by Dinosaur Jr.
  10. “Embryonic” by The Flaming Lips
  11. “Music for Men” by The Gossip
  12. “Begone Dull Care” by Junior Boys
  13. “Born on Flag Day” by Deer Tick
  14. “Heavy Ghost” by DM Stith
  15. “Potential Things” by Canaille
  16. “Gospel” by the Schomberg Fair
  17. “Phrazes for the Young” by Julian Casablancas
  18. “Pegatively Nositive” by Blankket
  19. “Mating Calls” by Eatoin Shrdlu
  20. “Other Truths” by Do Make Say Think

Come on, get happy: Banning sad music in 2010

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So I hardly ever make New Year’s resolutions and that sort of thing. I perpetually make promises to myself that I often break; I don’t need another day on the calender to do that.

But lately I’ve been thinking about something big. Really big. If you’ve been following along, you may have heard that I’ve been coping with a fairly serious bout of depression this year, one far deeper and serious than any I’ve felt before in my life: it’s destroyed my ability to cope in social situations, riddled my creative life with self-doubt and hampered any sense of motivation for excellence at work.

Now, a big part of this has been multiple “environmental” factors (that’s a fancy term I learned in CBT) that went down this year: the shocking loss of a family member, the long and stressful illness of my partner, and other mounting frustrations elsewhere. It’s not necessarily that I need “cheering up;” if anything, social situations seem to bring me down even further.

In the work I’ve been doing to try and correct this downward spiral, I’ve done a lot of deep thinking about identity and what that means: I’ve been pushing myself to challenge what I’ve allowed my identity to become, and find out what I’m willing to do in order to shatter it. After all, my current identity of being “depressed” has lead me down a lone, narrowing path that I can’t say I’m thrilled to find myself in.

So with that said, one of the things I’m going to challenge myself with is to try and change my own “auditory” landscape: right now it’s littered with downright-depressing music that I absolutely adore. Pedro the Lion. Low. Mountain Goats. Red House Painters. Bonnie “Prince” Billy. Magnetic Fields. Cold War Kids.  Michael Knott. Xiu Xiu. Modest Mouse. The Dears. The Smiths. The Cure. Neutral Milk Hotel. Godspeed You Black Emperor! The National. Hayden. I could go on and on and on. What I want to attempt to do is try and fill my music-life with an exclusively positive influence… music that is exuberant, vibrant, joyful and uplifting. (Yeah, I know, that sounds pretty weird to me to).

There’s many “environmental” factors in my life that I can’t control: but one of the things I can control is the music surrounding me (most of the time). If I can make this musical landscape more positive, I hope that tiny change may have an overall effect on my mood/disposition/state.

That’s where you come in: I need your help, and I’m looking for suggestions. I’m going to start with a list of music that I have now that I consider permissible, and if you have anything I could add, please do so. I’m looking for anything: funk, jazz, classical,  folk, indie-rock, electro or electro-acoustic.

After a quick glance at my record collection, here’s what I’ve got so far:

  • Andrew WK
  • Beatles (early)
  • By Divine Right
  • Canaille
  • David Crowder Band
  • Do Make Say Think
  • Dragonforce
  • Glissandro 70
  • Graven
  • Jason Anderson
  • Jim Campilongo Electric Trio
  • Joe Strummer and the Mescaleros
  • John Coltrane
  • Matt Maher
  • Miles Davis (early)
  • Reverend Charlie Jackson
  • Schomberg Fair
  • Traffic
  • Vampire Weekend
  • Wilson Pickett
  • Woodhands
  • 100 Portaits/Waterdeep

You can keep my accountable by keeping up with my listening habits on Last.FM.